Saturday, December 4, 2010

What a wonderful world

Though I was busy with few things,I was enjoying every bit of it.......

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Just amused seeing the brighter side of my friends' life. Happy at the same time sad.....God is blessing all the people around me. Why HE is not looking into my side? Hey,I am here.Please bless me too.....Its long time since I have smiled with happiness. I need your support.pleeeeease(Is HE listening?)

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Sometime things are not coming upto the level of expectation. Nothing serious. Watched two movies recently - SALT(Eng) and Aisha(Hindi). Salt ,I went without any interest. But it was above my expectations.

But Aisha disappointed me. Atleast I thought I can see some fashion.But nothing.Its a normal Hindi masala movie.....Why did Anil Kapoor decide to make such a movie?

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

just now while browsing through the net I came across another blog,which is about a girl's cooking experience.She is a good cook and she wants to share her recipes with others. What I got amused about is that she is a Keralite. What all things are happening around us.Look at me,sitting at home I am complaining about not getting time to do anything. But the world around me is getting accustomed to all the situations and going ahead fighting with all the challenges

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Almost after 3 years I went out without carrying a feeding bottle or an additional pair of dress for my baby.I thought I won't be able to get out of carrying additional stuff in my life. Thank God.Things are changing with me.Good.

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

I am disturbed. Though I taught my mind several time not to expect anything from anybody,again and again I am committing the same mistake. What should I do now not to do the mistake again? I have no clue.Let me take things as it comes......

Monday, June 28, 2010

Who found this caste,creed ,religion etc.....Whoever he is,if I ever get a chance to meet him,I will shoot him. We are in this 21st Century and pretend that we are broad-mided,but when some religious matters comes up,all the preaching and broad mindedness disappears....

When my long lost friend called me after 14 years,I felt so happy. Just because she was in another continent,we continued our contact through mails. But all of a sudden she stopped mailing me.And the reason is ,I am married to a non-christian!!!

Today i told my father about my brothers love affair with a non-christian,he disconnected the phone!!! Vow,what a wonderful world. I have nothing more to say....

Thank God....with lot of inhibitions and confusions I sent my kid to school with my hubby. After sometime when I got the call from my hubby, saying that he left my kid there crying,my heart ripped apart. He talked to me as if I sent my kid to a jail or something.I felt really bad. But somehow,I made myself more strong. I didn't go to his school to pick him before the class time.

I went to the school with my heart in my hand.But when I saw him playing on the swing....I felt so thankful to God.Oh God,thank u.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Don't know what to say.For last couple of weeks I am having very painful experience with my kid.Started sending my 3 year old baby to play school.He likes going to school,but he wants me to be with him in the class.Tried to leave him,but when I see him crying,my whole courage drains out of me.
I am confused whether to send him or not? But if I don't send him to school he will get more closer to me.Its like destroying his future,character,independence etc...thats what everybody is telling me. I don't want to see his tears.I can't stand that. God,help me please.....

Saturday, June 12, 2010

What is LOVE?

There is nothing called love in this world. Its just a question of existence...question of survival.....If you believe in 'true love',then u r a fool.
Parents got some responsibilities to their kids.Like that kids got some responsibilities to their parents. Husband has got duties to wife...same with wife tooo....So its just doing ur duties and expecting the same from the people around you.....So what is LOVE? And where is LOVE?

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Feels like a little lost.....Too many reasons. My kid was not well and he made me so tensed for couple of days,gave me sleepless nights and breathless moments....Thank God,at last that is over. He is back to normal...
I am not getting organised,I think. Everything was going well. But suddenly something went wrong and my mind is so disturbed. What to do? Solution is within me. Only thing is that I need to dig it out.....

Monday, May 17, 2010

Not getting any snappy headlines.....

Was a tad tied up with some of my activities...which was waiting for my attention for many years. Thank God,I am trying to save some energy and time for those things which I liked to do.....Atlast,I am on the track. But few other things are pending. Getting lot of fat accumulation at some parts of my body. I need to do something to reduce it.Otherwise I will look old in few years (haha ,not ready to be called aunty)

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Zzzzzzzz.....

Nothing to write today....Just blank.
i was just thinking abt my future? What is my future plan? What is that I want to do?
1. I would like to try some activities like painting,stitching or designing......
What is stopping me from doing this?
1.Time
2.My baby
3.Money
If I wait for the opportunity to come to me,it will never happen. I have to try it out. As my friend said if u want to do something,do it. Things will automaticlly fall in place.

Monday, May 10, 2010

Mixture of feelings...

Don't know what to say. Happy,sad,condemned.....its a mixture of different feelings.
Happy because we are having a very stable life. New home,new atmosphere....I am loving it.
Went to Cinemax to watch a movie. Nice experience,though had gone through pain.
Sad because seeing the people around me. All going abroad to different countries to celebrate vaccation. Including the person who made our life a hell. God is with bad people it seems.....Or is it because we are not smart? We helped people.We tried to make things go smooth. But what we got in return is bull shit. So I think we are unfit for this world.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

First night in my new house

It was a house till yesterday. But made it a home today.Though lot of energy and money spent,at last i am satisfied with the look of my home.Its cosy,clean and comfortable....Hope there won't be a shifting in the near future. But sometime I feel that it is better to shift home once in a while.Atleast u will get a chance to declutter ur home......

And I am going to enjoy my forst night in my home.......

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

New beginning...

Moving to our new house(can't call it as home. Still in the hangover of our old home). ...Expecting a new beginning.....more understanding, more happiness,no more arguments,no more fights......giving a peaceful atmosphere for my baby and hubby...doesn't want a third party to spoil our peace of mind.....Praying to God to help us in fulfilling our dreams.......

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Everything is going.....leaving behind a black mark

Everything is going.....leaving a black mark in the mind.Yeah,its true.Time can heal all the marks.I have experienced it before also.But sometime a loss is too painful,which takes years to get erased from the mind.

I always wonder why only bad things are happening to me? In this 3 decades I have stood in front of God with some requests.....Hardly I got any chance to thank him. It is like I pray for one rupee and he bless me with a fifty paise....ha ha ha ....life is not that simple.