Wednesday, June 30, 2010

I am disturbed. Though I taught my mind several time not to expect anything from anybody,again and again I am committing the same mistake. What should I do now not to do the mistake again? I have no clue.Let me take things as it comes......

Monday, June 28, 2010

Who found this caste,creed ,religion etc.....Whoever he is,if I ever get a chance to meet him,I will shoot him. We are in this 21st Century and pretend that we are broad-mided,but when some religious matters comes up,all the preaching and broad mindedness disappears....

When my long lost friend called me after 14 years,I felt so happy. Just because she was in another continent,we continued our contact through mails. But all of a sudden she stopped mailing me.And the reason is ,I am married to a non-christian!!!

Today i told my father about my brothers love affair with a non-christian,he disconnected the phone!!! Vow,what a wonderful world. I have nothing more to say....

Thank God....with lot of inhibitions and confusions I sent my kid to school with my hubby. After sometime when I got the call from my hubby, saying that he left my kid there crying,my heart ripped apart. He talked to me as if I sent my kid to a jail or something.I felt really bad. But somehow,I made myself more strong. I didn't go to his school to pick him before the class time.

I went to the school with my heart in my hand.But when I saw him playing on the swing....I felt so thankful to God.Oh God,thank u.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Don't know what to say.For last couple of weeks I am having very painful experience with my kid.Started sending my 3 year old baby to play school.He likes going to school,but he wants me to be with him in the class.Tried to leave him,but when I see him crying,my whole courage drains out of me.
I am confused whether to send him or not? But if I don't send him to school he will get more closer to me.Its like destroying his future,character,independence etc...thats what everybody is telling me. I don't want to see his tears.I can't stand that. God,help me please.....

Saturday, June 12, 2010

What is LOVE?

There is nothing called love in this world. Its just a question of existence...question of survival.....If you believe in 'true love',then u r a fool.
Parents got some responsibilities to their kids.Like that kids got some responsibilities to their parents. Husband has got duties to wife...same with wife tooo....So its just doing ur duties and expecting the same from the people around you.....So what is LOVE? And where is LOVE?

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Feels like a little lost.....Too many reasons. My kid was not well and he made me so tensed for couple of days,gave me sleepless nights and breathless moments....Thank God,at last that is over. He is back to normal...
I am not getting organised,I think. Everything was going well. But suddenly something went wrong and my mind is so disturbed. What to do? Solution is within me. Only thing is that I need to dig it out.....